Obedience to God can be downright painful, illogical (based on all the things you can see/perceive with the natural mind), contrary to our feelings and emotions, confusing etc. and the list goes on.
Yet taking God’s word over your emotions, can result in the most exhilarating and satisfying thing you can do because it is in the place of obedience that you find yourself truly walking in alignment (in step) with God and get to “see God” – have an experiential knowledge of Him. It’s the state where you’re dwelling in the secret place of the Most High. It’s also in this state of walking in obedience that God is able to commit His agenda to you because He can trust you to immediately run with whatever He says.
Obedience works like the origin of a ripple. It’s that action that says “I trust what God is leading me to more than my feelings or understanding” that God then sees and sets things in motion to honour your act of faith in Him.
There’s a great example of this in the book of Esther chapters 5 through 9. We start from the point where Esther has accepted Mordecai’s request to help even though it might cost her life and she’s now about to appear before the king after fasting for 3 days and nights. At the time Esther went and stood in the inner court of the King’s house, her heart would likely have been throbbing since this was in reality a matter of life and death. Now, here’s a sequence of the result of her act of obedience.
1) God caused the king to favour her so he raised his scepter and she wasn’t executed.
2) Her invite of Haman to the banquet she prepared made Haman feel even more important than he already was such that Mordecai’s defiance made him angrier and he couldn’t wait till the time he had decreed to kill all Jews to get rid of Mordecai. He immediately sought counsel and set up gallows to hang Mordecai the next day.
3) The same day Haman plotted this, the king could not sleep at night and God caused him to ask for the records of the Chronicles where he was reminded of how Mordecai told of those that plotted to kill the king and he decided to reward Mordecai when he discovered he had not been rewarded. Side note: sometimes when you do a good deed, expect a reward immediately and don’t get it, it just might be that the reward is gaining compound interest to come in at a time when it would be “life-saving”. Imagine if Mordecai had been rewarded before, the king just might have moved on…selah.
4) Once the king had decided to reward Mordecai and was looking for ideas, in walks Haman. God uses the person that wanted to destroy Mordecai to come up with a way to honour him.
5) Esther tells the king about the plan to kill all Jews and informs him that Haman is the orchestrator to which Haman tried to plead with her and this leads to the king’s fury and Haman’s death on the same gallows he had set for Mordecai.
6) Mordecai and Esther get to repeal the decree that Haman had made to kill the Jews and in fact turn the tables around on their enemies and killed them instead.
7) Esther found so much favour with the king that in Esther 9 v 12 after the king had gotten the report of the people the Jews had killed even in Shushan, the king further asked Esther what else she wanted – up to half of his kingdom.
8) The Jews were saved, their sorrow turned to joy and had peace in a foreign land.
By a single act of obedience that seemed like a death sentence at the time, Esther triggered a partnership with God that culminated in the salvation of a whole nation – the Jews.
What is God asking you to do that you’re holding back on because it doesn’t “feel” right or seem practical? Truth is, God will still accomplish His purpose with or without you (ask the Israelites that died in the desert…their children fulfilled God’s word) however He wants you to take His word over your emotions so you can be a part of His “kingdom come” movement and walk in the good works which He created you for. The choice is yours and I pray that you choose obedience over “emotions” or ‘reason”.
Remain connected
Bolaji Ajayi
And the word became flesh 